Do you ever just want to slap yourself for a stupid thing you did or said in the past. Especially when they decide to reaffirm that they happened and never let you completely forget it. Oh human mind, how you torment me.
And since I am so socially awkward I have a new entire chapter book of cringe-worthy things to suppress. Not to mention my anxiety problem and math (fun fact: Unless you go into teaching or engineering we probably won't ever use it in real life). And I NEED to get my math skill up in order to get into the school I want, so I hope by the end of this year I can get it up. Not to mention I am struggling emotionally with.... girly.... feelings.... ugh.
Things could be worse and I'm sorry for complaining, but I need to vent these things out somehow... Maybe things will improve for me when I start going to church. I just need to trust In the Lord and work hard. I couldn't really sleep with all these thoughts in my head so at least I got some of it out. It's 2:21 AM and I have to get to school at 7:30 so I should probably go to bed Hopefully today will go smoothly, and I can get some sleep. XD